Hurt no more—B. Reith
Hurt No More by B. Reith
Verse 1:
Have you ever looked into the eyes of a teen
who would rather be dead than alive,
and it seems that her only means of escaping this life
is to dream about a day when momma
wouldnt be an addict and daddy would have stayed.
Then, maybe theyd pay just a little more attention
to their baby daughter whos filled with so much aggression
and so many questions like, what is the purpose of living
when nobody even notices her existence
and her intuition tells her just to give up.
No matter how hard she tries its just not good enough
her life means nothing and three times she tried to lose it
the scars on her wrist are proof that she tried to do it.
A young strong beautiful queen but when she looks in the mirror
the reflection is blurred her perception is unclear.
She lacks the confidence her self worths less then a half a cent
her mother told her her conception was an accident.
Now whos to blame cause her parents parents did the same
broken homes hereditary till somebody breaks the chain
aint it messed up how you need a licence to drive
but you dont even need a permit to raise up a child.
Her mother told her dont speak less your spoken to
but nobody speaks to her whos she sposed to speak to?
Other students at her school pass jokes and laugh
because she cant afford to purchase the clothes that they have.
She cant take it no more, face down on the floor
hearts broken into pieces and its achin in her soul
she cant look for help cause theres nobody there.
Theres no one to turn to no one who cares but child lift your head
cause theres someone who has felt every single pain
and can heal your wounds I know somebody who is all you need
and this is what he said to me, listen closely
Chorus:
You dont have to hurt no more cause Ill carry your pain (ca-a-rry your pain)
You dont hate yourself cause Ill carry your blame (ca-a-rry your blame)
You dont have to search no more cause Im all that you need
You dont have to feel alone cause Im always right here
Verse 2:
Shorty’s all grown now, got a child of her own now
baby’s one year old and she’s gotta be strong now
strong for the both cause she’s all alone now
her man left her in the cold long ago now
she made a promise that she wouldn’t leave her baby so needy
like her mother did to her but trust it’s not easy
she’s losing her patience, it’s so frustrating
when day after day she can’t make payments
it’s not fair, eight dollars an hour is all that they’ll pay her
when most of that goes to putting her baby through daycare
the welfare is helpin’ but it’s just not enough
to move her baby out the hood where the streets are so rough
she’s got two mouths to feed two bodies to take care of
lettin’ her baby down is what she’s most scared of
she thought it couldn’t get worse but that very day
human services threatenin’ to take her baby away
she’s cryin’ on the floor in a room with no furniture
baby crawls up and wants mommy to nurture her
she’s sorry that she couldn’t do the things she promised
so sorry that she couldn’t be the world’s greatest momma
but she wasn’t even given a chance it’s not fair
she’s angry at God shakes her fist in the air
but child, understand this wasn’t His plan
the pain that you feel’s a result of fallen man
the emptiness inside is a yearning to pray
we can’t make it on our own He didn’t build us that way
He won’t leave you nor forsake you like the rest of this world
cause He’s the Father to the fatherless and you’re is baby girl
you’re worth so much to Him, He gave His life for you
He took nails in His hands and He died for you
by His wounds you’ve been healed, He can set you free
and this is what He said to me, listen closely
Chorus:
You dont have to hurt no more cause Ill carry your pain (ca-a-rry your pain)
you dont hate yourself cause Ill carry your blame (ca-a-rry your blame)
you dont have to search no more cause Im all that you need
you dont have to feel alone cause Im always right here
thoughts
the wind is strong
the rain is falling hard
the sight is getting blurry
her heart is closing
closing from the world
no one understands
the wind is strong
like the love shes got for you
the tears upon her face
fall like the rain in a bad storm
no body understands
you broke her
her heart is closing up
little by little
every hour
every min
every sec
her heart is gone
the wind is still strong
but her heart has shattered
the blurry eyes
beneath the tears
she cuts in places you cant see
she pretends
pretends shes happy
but underneath the smiles is a girl
who is suicidal
who feels pain and wants more
who knows shes better off gone
but wait she has a baby on the way
and wonders
is killing her self worth it
beneath the pain
beneath the tears
beneath the cuts
beneath is a beautiful girl
looking for love
with a baby on the way
she needs support
the pain is gone
but shes still hurt
when shes in doubt
she thinks of him
then she sees
when she was with him
all she did was smile
now they are apart
have a baby on the way
hes with her
shes jealous
she wants him
the thoughts of death are gone
I LOVE HIM
I MISS HIM
IM PREGNENT
always thinking
Im always thinking i still love you
i always seem to miss you
i always seem to call you when im crying
i never get through
i never get it throughn my head that people do love me
Thers no point in caring if im just gonna go and blow that all away
i always seem to like the wrong guys
the ones who have girls or are just stupid
giving up on hopes and dreams for a guy
When you give up all your hopes in dreams to be the star swimmer on your high school swim team. When you go from being in gymnastics and cheer leading for half your life, being on the swim team for 7 or 8 years and playing all the sports you can and always working out… when you change all that for one stupid guy that you think your in love with and then you get your heart torn into pieces and you feel like nothing is worth living for anymore, you try to kill your self because your not the same person you were a year ago…. yeah that’s what happen to me i went from being extremely active, playing all the sports i could gymnastics,cheer,soccer,basketball,softball,baseball,SWIMMING. I gave up my dream for a mother fucker who just put me down and made me feel like nothing was worth living for. I went from that always smiling and laughing girl to the girl who didn’t care anymore. gained weight and tried to kill her self. Then i look back at it all and think to myself “Why the fuck did i give up my hopes and dreams for him?” The answer comes to mind because i thought i was in love, i would do anything for him. Now what am i suppose to do. Its not like i can get back up and run 5 miles just for the hell of it like i use to be able to. Hell i can barley run 2 with out having a hard time breathing. I was able to run like no tomorrow,swim like no ones ever seen. I was the fastest 10 year old on the swim team. I had the highest self esteem u could think of i didn’t care what people thought of my body. I loved my body it made me who i was. Now its not like that at all. My self esteem is so low its unreal. I wont wear a bathing suit in public anymore, I wont wear the same cloths anymore and I gave up everything for him. Now I’m with Brandon who tells me not to be i look amazing he loves my body he loves me and I try so hard to believe it but part of me still doesn’t. i wish i would have never gave up my life for some guy who was a dick.
I guess what I’m trying to say is DON’T GIVE UP YOUR DREAMS AND HOPES FOR A GUY . No matter who he is, because when its all over and done with your realize HE WAS THE MISTAKE YOU SHOULD HAVE NEVER MADE. GUYS ARE WORSE THAT DRUGS, they can do some power full things to a girls mind and heart.
With him but not over YOU!!!
im with him but not yet over you i dont want to hurt him but dont think its fair i love you he loves me i cant do this this is pain fuck it im done fuck all guys fuck everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
where are you now
Some times i wonder where are you, how are you, if your okay, do you still love me the same or did you ever love me?
I wonder were you ever really in love with me or were you always in love with her?
Where are you know are you okay, why do i still love you after all the pain you put me through. all the tears, all the heart achs.
All the believeing you would always be with me.
where are you now????
About Alex and my feelings
Why does it hurt so much to love him? Its said to be the greatest feeling in the world, to be in love. I think it is just the worst feeling in the world. To love him so much and then having to let him go hurts, but you know its best for him… Hes better off without you, you let him walk away no matter how much it kills you. You hate when he is in pain, you would do anything in the world to take his pain away. You keep every little part of him you have to hold on to… You would do anything to stop his tears and get rid of his fears. You just want to see him happy and smiling again… you feel like yo are nothing to him.. worthless, you are willing to be alone if it means hes happy… even if it means he is with someone else, with out him nothing feels right… you feel like nothing is the same with out him, You know he is gone ut you cant get over him even though you know he is long over you. No matter how many times he hurts you…and leaves you still let him come back and believe this time is for good. And he makes you promises and you love him so much you pretend that u dont know he wont keem them, and for awhile everything is going good. All your pain goes away, but then things start to go bad again. He claims its your fault… your to “clingle” so you stop being “clingle” and do everything you can to make him happy… Then once again you let him go and end up broken hearted again. So you go back to the feeling that is right because he is gone and over you and you feel weak… like you arnt strong enough on your own…because your broken, you hate being alone but you love him so much you cant move on and nothing feels right because hes not in your life. You know this time they arent coming back, but you just cant move on… not with out them,
let go and remorse..[i dont think its that good but o well u tell me]
i see me
i see you
i see the pain
i see the gain
i see the love that was once there
that fell apart and took me no where.
i see this happy guy who think everything is perfect now that im not there
and then i come to realize it was never quit there,
i see the heart broken girl that still loves you
even if u hurt her and broke her heart like it is nothing
i see that your not worth my tears anymore
i will find another that will treat me right and forever more
i will let go and remorse.
heart break
This pain inside my heart,
Is tearing me apart,
The bruises on my heart,
Are tearing my heart apart,
The tears upon my face,
are happing over and over again,
You promised you would always love me,
But you didnt keep that promise.
I’m feeling all this pain,
thats makeing my tears fall like rain,
They say let you go,
But my heart says no.
My heart feels empty,
Wish you were still here!
